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This Month.

WHAT I WANT MY 25TH BIRTHDAY TO LOOK LIKE:

One Dreamy McDreamerson and a birthday cake.

PLUS 


One party of irresponsible, British teenagers? Well, not quite. But you know what I mean.


WHAT MY 25TH BIRTHDAY MIGHT *ACTUALLY* LOOK LIKE:


Self-explanatory.

PLUS


POP AND CHIPS, YO!


Love, T.
xoxo


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